Why Organized Chaos?

This is my very first attempt at trying to post a regular blog. When asked for a title to my blog, it took me a while to think of one but then it hit me, "Organized Chaos". Why that particular name? Well, that is a very simple description of my life. I am a perfectionist by nature, but life is anything but perfect. I tried to plan out my life to be a certain way, and in fact my life turned out to be anything but what I planned it to be. I then marry a man who is in the Army which makes it nearly impossible to plan a weekend getaway let alone plan for the future; we don't even know where we'll be living a year from now! My perfectionist nature despises this aspect of the military life, but in the end everything works out to be exactly what was meant to be. I am learning that many times you just need to "let go and let God" and have faith that everything will work out for the best. In addition, I sometimes have difficulty writing thoughts that I have clearly, and what might make sense to me might look like a buch of random thoughts on paper. That being said, Organized Chaos seems to be a fitting title because not only does it describe me and my thought process, it describes my life in general.

As previously stated, this is my first blog ever. I've written notes on facebook and stuff, but on facebook I was always conscious of the people who might be reading it so that I might not offend them. On this blog I'm not going to do that. This doesn't mean that I am going to gossip and name names or just slam people just to be mean, but I am going to state my opinion without thinking too carefully who may or may not see it. If you don't like it, well, don't read my blog. I'm sure there are more intersting things to do than read what I have to think anyway.